Hi mum, well another eventful year for me again. Major bowel operation in February and now feeling better after a long recovery. Still can't sit on my bottom without a cushion but hopefully I will soon. Shame the family didn't visit me in hospital as I was in there for a week good job I have friends to rely on. Bobs still not himself and it's been 7yrs now. Hope I get the all clear again in September so fingers crossed for that. I miss you as ever, miss Lulu and basil too as I could always rely on some comfort when needed. Can't believe where time has gone 70th next year mum who'd of thought I'd be saying that. Let's hope it will be a more positive year. Keep sending my white feathers as I always love getting them. Love you loads mum ❤️ 💕 forever your daughter

Hi mum thanks for being with me during my cancer treatment. I truly felt spirit with me which calmed my thoughts and fot me thru the ordeal. Couldnt have done it without you mum and spirit friends. Peoplecsaid i was brave but i wasnt i just believed in your support. Its been a long time since you moved on and you are always in my thoughts. Love you lots as always xxxxx

Hi Mum its been a while since a wrote to you with my thoughts but you are still with me everyday Im sure. Well as you know its been a very hard few years with Bob and his mental health and Ive counted on you still being there in my hour of need. Got my friend Basil to keep me company since Lulu passed away and I miss her so much. Hope she knows I still love her dearly. Missing my white feathers as they have always been a comfort to me, maybe Im asking too much to still expect them but I truly do miss them. Basils got plenty to give away but its just not the same. Im trying to be positive for the future but its so difficult these days I just wished family were nearby as thats what life used to be about but nowadays Im not sure. I love you and dad so much and often think of days gone by. Hope you receive this message and let everyone know Im always thinking of them. Forgive me if I seem a bit demanding and times but life can be lonely and knowing your there gets me through the bad times. Sending all my love forever