Hi Mum its been a while since a wrote to you with my thoughts but you are still with me everyday Im sure. Well as you know its been a very hard few years with Bob and his mental health and Ive counted on you still being there in my hour of need. Got my friend Basil to keep me company since Lulu passed away and I miss her so much. Hope she knows I still love her dearly. Missing my white feathers as they have always been a comfort to me, maybe Im asking too much to still expect them but I truly do miss them. Basils got plenty to give away but its just not the same. Im trying to be positive for the future but its so difficult these days I just wished family were nearby as thats what life used to be about but nowadays Im not sure. I love you and dad so much and often think of days gone by. Hope you receive this message and let everyone know Im always thinking of them. Forgive me if I seem a bit demanding and times but life can be lonely and knowing your there gets me through the bad times. Sending all my love forever